Paichan Kaun!

Sometimes I ponder and it makes me wonder,

why am i mad; why am i sad?

do i deserved to be this, am i really so bad?

I raise such queries, an attempt to end my worries!

I keep my ears open; but there are no words spoken,

the deathly silence is much harder to face than violence,

I've changed a lot, is this part of a secret plot?

I need to forge ahead and mourne,

Still sometimes i ask my self "Paichan Kaun...?"

Paichan Kaun myself I asked...

My heart started beating really fast,

Thoughts ceased to fly and i seemed to die,

Something told me I need to start and go,

I've people to who I owe,

Leaving behind me what does not matter,

Now is making me feel better.

The future seems bleak as I feel weak,

I need to forget my past so to not get lost,

I must make a move as I've go a lot to prove!

Now when I ask my self "Paichan kaun...?"

My heart instanly answers "Mein hoon Don...!!"
:P